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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 30, 2005, 3:08 AM
Send me a postcard.

Hanna Uibo
Kaunase pst 25-22
50706 Tartu
Estonia

^^

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 11, 2005, 11:11 AM
I just wanted to tell you that I'm happy.

update-update!

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 4, 2005, 3:29 AM
I am officially not an alcoholic anymore.

Well yea, I smoke and I still enjoy having a drink, but I do not get drunk on a daily basis.

So, I don't know, what would you like to hear about?

Well, first of all, I lost everything that was on my HDD, and am now officially using Ubuntu 5.04 (and I must say, that my mother wasn't exactly happy about not using Windows anymore).

Life is kind of getting back on track, people do not seem as bad as they used to and it's summer. What more is there to want? Well yes, there's someone, but that's over, so yea, trying not to trouble my little blond head with it.

Going to Tallinn on Friday. I'll probably stay up all weekend and discuss cars and music, and perhaps have some Vana Tallinn. Trying to get a grip of my eating habits again, trying to lose some weight, gain some self-esteem.

Here comes the thanksdudes! part:
Thank you, Bia and Hella, thank you, thank you, thank you for providing me company, for giving me people wit whom I can hang out in the park and smoke and talk about randomness.
Thank you, Hendrik, thank you for listening, thank you for talking.
Thank you, Viktor, thank you for taking care of me.
Thank you, Jan, thank you for the music, the late-night (and recently also early-morning, pre-noon, afternoon, evening etc) chats about cars, computers, music, people... anything.
Thank you, Elina, for being you, for hanging out with me (an for all the sex-discussions. : D)
Thank you #park, for several reasons.
I thank all of you. Yes, you too, if you happen to be reading this.

I think I'm ok now.

somewhere over the bottle

Journal Entry: Fri May 13, 2005, 8:03 AM
Hello, my name is Hanna, and I think I might be an alcoholic.

A litre of Vana Tallinn (45% alcohol) with a single weekend. + Baileys, Pernod, wine, beer--- you name it.

Understanding things is much easier under the influence of alcohol. I've mastered the "look, this is me caring" look. Could you stand another drink? I'm better when I don't think.

And I'd like to thank Hendrik and Viktor and Elina and Bia and alcohol and cigarettes. I am not depressed, no, I'm just constantly drunk.

Sober? What did that feel like?

hahahaha

Journal Entry: Wed May 4, 2005, 8:45 AM
Nii palju tõotusi, nii vähe kindlust,
nii palju reetmisi, nii vähe vendlust!
Ei ole kahetsust, mis olematuks
teeks liigsed vead. Need häbematuks
peab loetama ükskõik mis otsast.
Ma olen kurb, ma algan otsast:
nii palju tõotusi, nii vähe kindlust,
nii palju reetmisi, nii vähe vendlust,
nii palju soove, nii vähe tahet,
nii palju lõtvust, nii palju pahet.
HR

: (((